Confusion

Why do I hear my name?

Am I narcissistic

In love with myself,

So much so,

I want to hear my name said,

by all voices,

near and far,

high and low.

Why do I hear my name?

Am I scared or happy?

That others may call for me,

In their times of need,

So that I may be of assistance,

Support them, do a good deed,

So that I may be of assistance,

Support them, break my hands and feet.

Why do I hear my name?

Am I lonely?

Enough to hallucinate,

The voice that calls for me,

A beautiful wife,

So lovely and pure,

Such vibrant white,

That my loneliness is cured.

So what is the answer?

So what is the truth?

I am simply

Confused